a little gift from heaven

i don't have enough word to describe it

everything was on their on way

it came suddenly

do you know what i get more than i expected?

it's not about the thing, the time, or even the words

but more than it..

it's about you..

when i can meet you, that's the time where i can share my time together with you

even just for a while

i know i'm a little bit nervous when i must meet you

and i think you feel so awkward with me

buts its fine as long as i can see your face from my eyes

and when it happen, the time was stopped,

and just one thing that full fill my heart,

that's you're a gift from heaven that give to me

and how lucky i'm IF i have you

If I Know Your Big Scenario About ME

i don't know how does it feel yesterday

a lot of expectation just bring me down

more higher i take more hard it just falling

and its hurt

and of course i hate this act when i'm just pretend to the other that im fine.

no...i don't

i'm hurt..deep inside of my heart i'm hurt

too much pain that i keep by myself

if i can tell you the truth but i can't

i don't believe on you again..all of you

oh God..i don't know about your big scenario about me

it seems to much mystery around me or even inside myself

but i believe that in the end it will be the best ending that you make for me

thanks God for sending her to me even until now i still can get the meaning from You about it

she was disappear as fast as when she came

and again...

it's HURT ME