senang and hepi..

selagi nunggu loading attach file buat seminar bsuk,,
iseng aj ngisi blog ini,,

ehem..ehem..suara ku ilang gr2 triak2 dari karaokean(again..??OMG!!)
tapi ne beda, ma ank kampus..haha, pada punya bakat jg..bakat ngancurin lagu punya orang... xP

mmh..bis ni mau siap2 les trus mlmnya ngapa ya..futsal..packong..hehe
cz bsuk mau ke malang..Thank GOd u give me chance to me have a holiday..(bolos lagi..bolos lagi..haha,,,)

pokoknya..mau senaaaang..senang.....

Hide and Seek

Stiil have no courage for all the thing that I’ve dreamin before
Always being trap in my own situation that I choose
Don’t know when it will be end
Just try to hide and run as far as I can go
No one seems can help me now(or maybe I don’t need their help…)
I just drown more deeper than before
This heart seems unuseless anymore,if it can talk maybe it will be screamed loud!!
Im so tired..i want to stop this hiding and stop running..but how…??

why and why

Long time not write down this blog..
Ok,lets start this…a lot of thing that happen to me in this few day..the day that i fill with joy and happines but sometimes there are a lot of pain too there(damn, this is the part that I hate..)
Today..i wake up at 9am(hufh..always late again)
Oh I remember to go to hepi pupi, a place where we can sing a song, yeagh it’s a karaoke!!its me with my friends from lia(cv 4 ganks..haha..) who plan all of this..
A lot of song that we sing there.can u imagine we sing some “jadul” songs like from stinky,exist,and many more..haha..thats so funny there..we just like a ROCK STAR there but FAKE xP
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Hmm..forget all the joy for a while..for the truth I hate to write this down..
Oh God..g kbayang tadi bisa ada kejadian”itu”..whats Ur plan with me..im still cant understand with all that U give for me..it start with last morning when I dreams something that out of what can I imagine(just say it bad dreams)..ufh..wake up with an old problems that U gave for me..then in the afternoon, why I must have an idea to go to that damn place an then happen that moment..
I still try to make it all like an ordinary but if U always gave me something like this..i don’t know how can I survive then. I just hoped that still give another way to solve this problem. I dont know where should I run again. It seems that theres no one placa that I can hide from this situation…

K.A.R.M.A

Oh GOD..
forgive me for all the thing that i've done before..
especially last night..

arrghh...again i feel guilty with U..!!
i cant get out this feeling go away from me..

now just want to take a rest to fix this body normal again

i'll not blame anyone..just myself..