Wednesday, November 25, 2009

i believe in destiny

kalau masih percaya sama ALLAH, ngga' ada yang ngga' mungkin khan??

Monday, November 23, 2009

maukah kamu....?

heiy..kamu,,
maukah kamu sedikit memperlambat langkahmu..?
agar aku bisa berjalan menyamaimu...

kamu..
maukah kamu untuk sedikit menolehkan wajahmu untuk melihat sekitar?
agar kamu tahu aku yang ada di sampingmu..

kamu..
maukah kamu untuk duduk sebentar..?
agar aku bisa sedikit mengusap peluh dikeningmu..

kamu..
maukah kamu untuk menengadahkan kedua tanganmu..?
agar aku bisa memberimu sesuatu yang mungkin kamu sendiri belum pernah mendapatkannya..

kamu..
maukah kamu untuk menerima uluran tanganku..?
agar aku bisa mengangkatmu ketika kamu sedang terjatuh dan mengajakmu untuk kembali berjalan lagi..

kamu..
maukah kamu sedikit membuka pintumu..?
agar aku bisa masuk ke duniamu..

kamu..
ya..kamu, bukan yang lain..
masih ada banyak permintaan yang ingin kusampaikan padamu..
hanya kamu..karena yang ku ingin cuma kamu..tidak yang lain..
kamu..
mungkin saatnya kamu tahu semuanya..
semua yang belum kamu ketahui langsung dariku..
semua rahasia yang tertutup rapat..
kamu..
aku ingin kamu...

Saturday, October 3, 2009

burned dreams




Sailing over wave and tide

Fantastic waves against our sides
And I'm not so afraid
Lost at sea, as i should be
And I'm not so afraid
Lost at sea, you and I, you and me
but not now my dear, its just me..alone..
i just wondering if i can take care handle of this alone
but, again its not..
maybe this is just my own dreams
or maybe i just lived on it
to much regret that i've done
the endings just the same with all past mistakes that i've made


yesterday..i just want some good news..
want some new hope that might it give from GOD to me..
but..
nothing that i've got..just another dreams that maybe come to me with his cruelty
maybe...


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i wanted to tell you, what really happened
but how do i explain this
how do i explain everything...
if you cut out my head before i said it to you my dear..

Sunday, June 14, 2009

"there's some reason for everthing that happen in my life"

hell yeagh,,
finally semester ini kelar juga..
pfyuuh..
(let me take a deep breath first..)
after long journey dengan segala kemalasan dan pesakitan yang diderita,
sekarang semua dah bebas..(even not realy free ^^, there's still alot of job wating on my desk now..damn!!)

mmh..why this body never feel fit for these few week. dont know why but theres something i think even i always try try to learn how to live healty like sikat gigi 2x sehari, makan 3 kali sehari(or even more), mandi 2x sehari, minum air putih yg banyak, and try to drink milk everyday ^^..
i do it just to make my body fit..dah cape rasanya sakit trs gini..

hmm,,weekend ini..?what things that i've done..
after i cancelled to go out camping with my college friend and cancelled to go to solo but i think i've learned something..
"there's some reason for everthing that happen in my life"
haha..sok2an bgt tu kata, but its trus..
alot of thing thats came suddenly and it always have benang merah with another thing that happen before or after..quite ridiculous, but i think its true..

oh yeagh..akhir2 mulai tertarik dengan godaan si setan laknat..
heuheu..emank tu makhluk udah ditakdirin buat goda manusia,but i alwsy try to ignore it..( i need ur help GOD..)

last..no matter what i've done, i will always do it just for my happines..!!



Wednesday, June 3, 2009

he makes you better, but you make my heart broke..


jelas semua..
ketika tak ada yang lagi tersembunyi..
semua sudah terlihat..
walau serasa samar..

semua akan tetap berjalan apaadanya,,
dan berharap kan menjadi lebih baik,,
pembelajaran ini kan tetap ku ingat..
thanks for showing that words!!!
best regards from me...


nb..: sepertinya harus merasa sakit hati dulu untuk bisa mengikhlaskan seseorang..

Thursday, May 21, 2009

to NESSA (or just change it with someone that u beloved to)

heiy nessa..
balas pesan, pesan dari dirinya

heiy nessa..
angkat telpon, telpon dari dirinya

dia ingin bercerita, berbagi, dan berteman
kami hanya malaikat tak mungkin menyampaikan

oh nessa, dengarkanlah dirinya
dia hanya ingin membuatmu tersenyum

oh nessa, dengarkanlah kisahnya
dia hanya ingin jatuh cinta lagi

hufh..sungguh gadis yang malang..
dia ingin bercerita, berbagi, dan berteman
kami hanya malaikat tak mungkin menyampaikan

dia hanya ingin..
dia hanya ingin..
jatuh cinta lagi...

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vierra's song-heiy nessa

Thursday, April 23, 2009

senang and hepi..

selagi nunggu loading attach file buat seminar bsuk,,
iseng aj ngisi blog ini,,

ehem..ehem..suara ku ilang gr2 triak2 dari karaokean(again..??OMG!!)
tapi ne beda, ma ank kampus..haha, pada punya bakat jg..bakat ngancurin lagu punya orang... xP

mmh..bis ni mau siap2 les trus mlmnya ngapa ya..futsal..packong..hehe
cz bsuk mau ke malang..Thank GOd u give me chance to me have a holiday..(bolos lagi..bolos lagi..haha,,,)

pokoknya..mau senaaaang..senang.....

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Hide and Seek

Stiil have no courage for all the thing that I’ve dreamin before
Always being trap in my own situation that I choose
Don’t know when it will be end
Just try to hide and run as far as I can go
No one seems can help me now(or maybe I don’t need their help…)
I just drown more deeper than before
This heart seems unuseless anymore,if it can talk maybe it will be screamed loud!!
Im so tired..i want to stop this hiding and stop running..but how…??



Wednesday, April 15, 2009

why and why

Long time not write down this blog..
Ok,lets start this…a lot of thing that happen to me in this few day..the day that i fill with joy and happines but sometimes there are a lot of pain too there(damn, this is the part that I hate..)
Today..i wake up at 9am(hufh..always late again)
Oh I remember to go to hepi pupi, a place where we can sing a song, yeagh it’s a karaoke!!its me with my friends from lia(cv 4 ganks..haha..) who plan all of this..
A lot of song that we sing there.can u imagine we sing some “jadul” songs like from stinky,exist,and many more..haha..thats so funny there..we just like a ROCK STAR there but FAKE xP
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Hmm..forget all the joy for a while..for the truth I hate to write this down..
Oh God..g kbayang tadi bisa ada kejadian”itu”..whats Ur plan with me..im still cant understand with all that U give for me..it start with last morning when I dreams something that out of what can I imagine(just say it bad dreams)..ufh..wake up with an old problems that U gave for me..then in the afternoon, why I must have an idea to go to that damn place an then happen that moment..
I still try to make it all like an ordinary but if U always gave me something like this..i don’t know how can I survive then. I just hoped that still give another way to solve this problem. I dont know where should I run again. It seems that theres no one placa that I can hide from this situation…

Sunday, April 5, 2009

K.A.R.M.A

Oh GOD..
forgive me for all the thing that i've done before..
especially last night..

arrghh...again i feel guilty with U..!!
i cant get out this feeling go away from me..

now just want to take a rest to fix this body normal again

i'll not blame anyone..just myself..