Saturday, July 31, 2010

Don't Even Believe With Your Mind

Do you feel ever broken hearted or being dumped?
your life feel so empty then you can't run away..
even the best place can be your damn place ever.

yes..this movie a little bit tell us about those kind of story..
a guy who suddenly being broke by his girl friend without any reason that can accepted by the man..its must be hurt to be the guy to face this problems, how can't the women that he really love became a monster that eat him alive!! the guy's name is Peter Bretter and his girlfriend is Sarah Marshall.

okay, enough for the outline the story continues with the man journey that trying to forget his ex girlfriend's Sarah. just like the others guys that when he got some problems than he will run away to his bestfriend (dan disitulah sesungguhnya tempat kembalinya segala perkara pastilah ke teman..dan itulah guna teman ketika kita sedang mengalami kesusahan dan saatnya senang thats the time to forget them :P haha..) every thing has been done. Even doing a lot of sexual activity, but when it doesn't based with love then it become useless.. more he try to forget Sarah, ore painful that he feel.

Once time his friend suggest him to go to Hawaii, at least to forget all the problems that he got, considering that he never got any vacation for along term. Finally he agreed with that idea then he go to Hawaii. But problems seems don't want to go from him fast, again all the purpose that he made to forgetting Sarah by going to Hawaii was miserable. he meet again with his Ex, Sarah. And the bad thing is that she was not lonely in that place because she brings her new boyfriend("what!! gila ini cewek" pikiran saya waktu itu..baru aj mutusin tiba2 sekarang udah punya gebetan baru.is that what we called good girl?) You know how sad Peter was..he cry all day and all night long..feeling desperate..the only vacation that he hope can bring him some brighter side in his life became a new disaster.

Tapi yg namanya musibah itu g bakalan datang terus..just like what Ra. Kartini said " after the darkness then will rise the brighter side". dan itulah yang akan dialami Peter selanjutnya.. when he got all the problems, lucky to him that there's a girl that always help him. She was the receptionist from the hotel where Peter's stayed, her name was Rachel Jansen. Until someday Peter think to make some relationship with that girl.Then he just try all the things to make the girl impressed with him when they have their first date, but poor for peter that it was ended with sad when he don't get Rachel kissed :P
The journey begin..Rachel seems start to enjoyed her time when she walk with Peter and thats the same like what Peter feel. Maybe because of their same background about loving someone, both of them had to feel broken hearted by their partner. Then, Sarah that know Peter was have a special relationship with Rachel look jealous with them, because of her boyfriend lack that never make her happy in psychological side. Then she try to react by show off his love with his boyfriend just to make Peter hurt again. But Peter just had his love and feel more comfortable with his situation right now, so Peter and Rachel was ignore what Sarah try to did with them..

In the end, Peter and Rachel meet in Peter's puppet show..and they decided to take their relationship into the next level..yeagh, after all the things that happen with them i think it was the best option for them to take that chance..

kadang, ketika kita menyukai seseorang maka imaginasi kita akan terbang jauh ke atas..sesuatu yang kecil akan dirasa besar dan sesuatu yg biasa akan menjadi luar biasa spesialnya bahkan taik kucing pun akan berasa coklat. itulah ajaibnya cinta. Namun ketika patah hati menyapa semua serasa terjungkal..ide-ide dan pemahaman tentang itu semua menjadi berbanding terbalik. Tak ada yang menyenangkan bahkan sedikit senyum pun akan berasa mahal harganya..
Tapi pernahkan merasakan ketika kita sudah merasa tersakiti oleh seseorang yang benar-benar kita sukai tapi justru orang tersebutlah yang sering muncul disekitar kehidupan kita. Entah bagaimana caranya semesta merancangnya tapi orang tersebut berasa tak bisa lepas dari kehidupan kita. Tentunya kita berpikir, Is he/she was the really one for me? yup, The One, someone that very special for us, that God have me for us to share all the happyness and even the sadness. Dan celakanya ilmu itulah yang saya anut..dan semenjak film ini muncul membuat semua ilmu di pikiran saya terbantahkan!! Bahwa tidak semua yang ditunjukkan semesta dan dirancang olehNya itu tidak selalu merujuk pada THe One yang selalu dicari-cari. Justru The One harusnya dicari even in some case The One will came after suddenly..tapi inilah yang dinamakan rahasia semesta..

Last, Don't even try to believe with your mind..prefer to believe your heart that will be more trusted better than anyone..

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Against My Curiosity

via: deviantart

Tuhan telah memberi banyak karuniaNYa kepada tiap manusia, dan juga halnya rasa ingin tahu yang termasuk didalamnya..sesuatu yang wajar ketika manusia memiliki perasaan tersebut, bayangkan bila tidak ada rasa ingin tahu,,mungkin tidak akan adanya berbagai penemuan-penemuan penting yang dihasilkan manusia sampai detik ini..

tapi di satu sisi, rasa ingin tahu juga memiliki sisi negatif didalamnya(at least that what i feel now --") when my curiosity just trap me on a black hole that make me going nowhere with all the weird feeling..come on, make me wake up on my dreams!!Slap me.. *plak.. okay, thats too hurt :(
you know what i did? i just pull back my old memory in one of my doors machine that i just put haram on it so no one will open it..
Okay, i'm just a human like you all that have curiosity that planted on everyone's body. Again i looked at her with all the mess that she does.. i open it secretly outside but hardly inside..just doing couch and fast to avoid people to know what i'm doing..

err...need to pump my mood hardly before it going sink now,,
take a deep breath..hosh..hosh..hosh...
*run away from her door that i forget to closed...

images by: AndreyBobir "Door of Consciousness"

Sunday, July 18, 2010

dear my IDOL

i want to ask you one question, who's your idol?
idol means that someone that you really like in almost of him/her do, whatever it is..you will accept it no matter what if he/she will become bad person someday but you will still behind of them and support them even must give your life (in some case that i called it an extreme fans maybe it happen)
then, how about you??

i have a lot of idol that have change my life and it depends on what kind of segment that they played..but there's one idol that maybe a lil bit rare. she's one of my idol that i loved because of her charming :D maybe you can called it love at the first sigh..haha..old quote but still happen until now :P

let me introduce you to her, she is mihiro taniguchi. she born on May 19, 1982 and her job was a Japanese model, singer, TV personality and award-winning adult video (AV) actress..hehe..yes she was an porn star..
but i don't saw her from that side, i saw her from humanity side.. :P (a lil bit fake,hahaha..)
i cant lie that she was so cute..for me, i prefer with a cute person better than the beautiful ones. because you can find a lot of beautiful person but it's hard to find the cutest ones :D

if time can rolling back then i can choose what act and partner that i can be. Maybe i'll choose her to be my partner in crime,hehe..how beautiful world can be for me with our crime that we'll make together.. :D again, if time can rolling back, maybe i'll ask her to not playing porn.. it unusefull for her..she just a victim of a dirty business that some people make just for their fun, damn you people that make her be like this!!

oh dear, hope you'll be fine there..if i can, i'll save you just like a prince that ride a big horse and take you away from those bad guy that arrest you.. or just like rangga and desi in Romeo & Juliet. He take desi away from her arrogant brother, just because they have different idealism even in the end he must die just because of what he did..

Mihiro, please stop playing porn, because you're not the queen of porn..