DAMN YOU!!

is it real you?

who are you?

i even don't recognize you anymore

its very different with you that i know before you broke me up!

heiy you..

why you are so selfish?

when i just want to share my little problem with you,

you just run away..

again, you ignore me..!!

its very harsh you know..

you always make me some joke..

a bad joke for me, but its okay i can accept it

but can you talk serious with me for a second please?

can't you?

DAMN YOU...!!

its more than EGO its about choice

in life there's always an option for everything that we'll take

thats what i know until now

no matter our choice, at the end everything has it own ending

it'll be sad or happy its back to our perception about it

and that what i face for these few days..

did your money can buy my time?

did my happiness can gone by your hand

and should i kill my ego for you?

oh my God, there's still more question i have..

this problems just around my head..

too much question and answer that i get

but thats not enough to solve it

it's about my future and back again

my life my choice!!

if every problems have theirs own answer on every books maybe this will not happen to me..

oh GOD, help me to pick my right choice about my future because i know that YOU are my savior

help GOD..

a little gift from heaven

i don't have enough word to describe it

everything was on their on way

it came suddenly

do you know what i get more than i expected?

it's not about the thing, the time, or even the words

but more than it..

it's about you..

when i can meet you, that's the time where i can share my time together with you

even just for a while

i know i'm a little bit nervous when i must meet you

and i think you feel so awkward with me

buts its fine as long as i can see your face from my eyes

and when it happen, the time was stopped,

and just one thing that full fill my heart,

that's you're a gift from heaven that give to me

and how lucky i'm IF i have you